39 Weeks Along

I think I’ve been having contractions; however, it has not been time to go into the hospital yet. I had my weekly check-up yesterday, 6/3/09, and was informed that I was 3cm dilated and 75% effaced. I asked the doctor when I should stop working and he replied that I should consider stopping now. I’m far along and the process has started, so I should rest. I am going to finish off the week and start my maternity leave on Monday. I am looking forward to having the summer off from my working job.
My doctor also wanted to give me the option of moving forward with labor. He said that the baby is full term and if I wanted, we could schedule a day to have my water broken. I started to feel anxious and scared. I realize that she is going to be here any day now; however, I really don’t want to force her here and create an increase of discomfort for myself. I really want to try to embrace her coming naturally on her own. Her due date is not until the 10th of June, so I’m going to wait. If she is not here on the 10th, then I will consider proceeding with getting my water broken.
I’m really nervous and excited. I can’t believe I’m going to be a mom. It is somewhat emotionally overwhelming. I knew this all along, however sometime in the few days this is truly a reality. David is excited. He has been working his butt off trying to finish the baby room. He is being so particular; he just wants it to look perfect. It is really sweet of him. I have my call list ready to inform everyone the news. Pray for me and wish that I have a good experience with labor.